The Misconception of Powering Through

I have been sick my entire life. Since I could remember I have heard people say you can do it just power through it. Now, I am a big believer in persistence but when it comes to certain areas of your life such as your health and well being this may not be the best course of action. As a person with a chronic illness, I have been told over and over that I am lazy, unmotived and pretty much a worthless human being. Unfortunately, I wish I was paraphrasing that last part but I am not. I was misdiagnosed when I was younger which gave everyone the impression that I was just not trying hard enough to get better but I was. I had scoliosis as part of my CMT and since I was overweight doctors told me that it was because I was overweight. I had so much stress as a kid because I was overweight but I found out that had nothing to do with it. Some types of CMT including mine cause scoliosis as well. I spent my life powering through and getting worse until one day I could not deny that something was very wrong and I got rediagnosed with a completely different disease.  Medical advances have allowed my diagnosis to be seen clearer than before. It was hard not understanding what was going on with me and it would have helped me immensely to know what disease I really had. I know that dwelling on the past does not help anyone especially me. I want to forward and to do so I learned that consistency at a level that is right for you is more important than powering through. I think that I have a lot to learn but I know a win for me is to keep trying and not powering through on something that will surely do harm to my well being. I will leave you with this quote “When you run your own race, don’t worry about the next person’s pace; mind yours, after all this is your own race not theirs.”
― Gift Gugu Mona

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